I had a first cousin kill himself too, he was much older than me but I knew something was up when I saw him. (I was 7 or 8 and he was in his 20's)
Condolences . .

That is a good ash. Did you take a picture of it every puff?

I love that about cigar smoking, if you want to be cool, the ash has to be long. When it falls in your lap, you're a doofus.