Wow. This is pretty fucked up. The death wish and now blaming your behavior on others. I saw your apology. Do you not see how meaningless it is while at the same time you make your remark(s) someone else's fault? This can't be any fun for you - log off and stay off for awhile. Talk to someone. It might seem crazy that a BB would witness such emotional recklessness, but these are real people and you've gone way too far and are at the moment incapable of repairing any of this weekend's damage. I hope to hell this all looks different to you from a distance; your current perspective is pretty fucked up. If you ever come back, if you're even allowed back, how well you take your well-deserved ass whippin' will measure a character I hope has changed. Now STFU and go get some rest. Shit.Originally Posted by Amanda
Bookmarks