Anyone find themselves collecting more than smoking?

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I have found myself to be in a rut right now. I have purchases mass quantities, traded alot recently and have hardly smoked anything lately. Partially because I am busy but it seems I enjoy seeing my beautiful cigars sitting peacefully in my humidor as if I am checking in on a baby ever so quietly to not awake them.

Between trades, gifts, and purchases I have aquired many GREAT cigars which I am itching to try but fear loving it and not finding more. I thnk I am possibly OCD with it too. I cannot stand to see a single cigar. I MUST have pairs at the least. The ones that do not have pairs get smoked first. Unless it is something rare that I cannot find easily locally.

I have found I tell myself that I am "aging" them but in reality it seems as if I have grown attached to my collection and do not want to disturb the beauty.

Help me out fellas. What can I do to break this viscous cycle?

I really need to have a Tampa area HERF or something of the like. I am still a newb to all of this so don't get me wrong. In the last few months I just went nuts buying a bigger humi(150 stick to go along with my 20 and 40 stick models) and they are all full now. My pallate is still growing and I am enjoying all that I learn but something is not right!


Thanks for listening. I just went through my humidors and tupperdors tonight and found I was saddened again that I only grabbed a cheap "yard gar" to smoke vs something that I knew I would truly enjoy.
~Eddie