Ma, i have not been able to sleep at all this week. I guess the excitement is getting to me. Its weird, because I work in construction, so its not like i have guys coming up to me every day asking if I'm excited and telling its the big week or any crap like that. Heather on the other hand, hasn't gotten shit done the last week for that reason. So its not like I'm getting constantly bombarded about it. I guess though that the pile of boxes, bags and suitcases that are sitting by our front door for me to take down to the wedding this weekend are a quite reminder though. Who knows, maybe on the inside I just want to be paraded around the office in one of those Shriner cars waving to people while being reminded that the big day is coming up. Maybe I'm just as bad as the people i mock. Ehh...never mind, I need to get back to manly construction stuff and remind myself i still have balls and no sympathy.