Quote Originally Posted by Artyman1200 View Post
That was just an admission that I already knew I screwed up, not a sign of disrespect.

I apologized. That's all I can do.
I don't think anyone is going to lead you where you need to go (you're a big boy and all) - but (as painful as it is) they're going to kick you in the right direction. The rest is up to you. I will say, though - if you think apologizing is all you can do - you're probably may need to look at the path you're on. You are tasked with restoring your credibility - not the other way around...