dannemann sweets filter little cigar looking for trade.

[ggiese]

This thread has brought to life one of my worst fears. I was convinced I'd had everything under control, but unfortunately it's not nearly as rosey as I'd like to believe...

Eville - I, too, had been caught smorking on a few occasions by my mom, and once by my dad. It was embarrassing at the time, but in my youthful zeal - I just dismissed it. In reflecting back - that should have been the defining moment in my life. I had the opportunity to change things, but chose instead to continue down the smorking path.

I know we make fun of smorking - but in all seriousness - it is an incredibly insidious thing. For those who don't know what I mean - you should immediately fall to your knees and express your gratitude. For those who are smorking - I'm quite certain on some level you know where I'm coming from.

I really hate to admit this in a public forum, but I'm very hopeful my public affirmation will help me to recover. My wife caught me smorking last night. It wasn't the first time, but I believe it was the final straw for her. I can't even bear to describe in detail what happened, as it is still quite painful. It's a scene i just keep repeating over and over in my head. You see - we've been together now for over 30 years and I had thought I was safe in that relationship. I can't believe I was so naive to believe that smorking wouldn't take such a toll on our relationship.

I'm not looking for sympathy for my plight and certainly do not want to influence the others in the community to give way for me to quietly negotiate a trade with our newest friend. In fact - I believe I may have found some other methods for dealing with my smorking. But - I'm very encouraged that something as innocuous as these little cigars could help me with my smorking.

I really want to thank all of my brothers and sisters in this community for showing me their care and concern in past issues I've had. All of you have little idea of how much that means. I know I'll get through this and am eternally grateful I'm in such a loving and caring community.