yes as far as searching for anything.... i just need a break from ministry and the life I had before. I succumbed to the high burnout rate that comes with the profession. I guess I should have taken an extended sabbatical instead but i was realizing that I was not making the cut for our area. With so few people and overwhelming expenses it became a nightmare of epic proportions for me. Well anyway, thank you for your words of concern everyone. I keep you all informed of any other changes along the way.