Quote Originally Posted by WhiteWidow View Post
That would be funny if I was joking but I'm dead serious I'm not watching sports anymore. I genuinely get pissed at this stuff and I start breaking things and I'm afraid I might hit somebody one of these days. Today I broke an ivory chess board that I had, my clock on my wall, kicked a full can of coke on my carpet, and my girlfriend broke up with me. Since every single team I am a fan of FUCKING SUCKS DICK being a fan is not very condusive to my health, so therefore, I quit.
I ain't gonna sugar coat this. Judging from what you wrote here, this sounds serious. If this behavior manifests itself because of the outcome of a game, then where else are you seeing it? It obviously is already affecting your personal relationships.

Reread your post and think about what you would say to someone who told you they had the same reaction to a game. Then realize that that person is you. Your reaction wan not normal in any sense of the word. You have a problem and it is probably something that you can't handle by yourself. Talk to a professional before it gets any more out of hand.

And BTW - this is in no way meant to be a judgement. I, and I'm sure those in this forum would support you in any way we can. But get some help.