All,

I am at a crossroads in my life. I will be going to rehab in a couple days. I do not know where or when, Life sucks. My cousin shot herself in the head 3 weeks ago and that hit close to home. I have been on a drinking binge ever since. I hate my job and want to quit but cannot because I do not want my wife and boys to suffer as a result. I have come to the realization that there is no excuse for my behavior. I just wanted to let you guys know that I care deeply for all of you. You are my family outside of my family. Some things suck, but in retrospect- NOTHING is more important than family. For those that pray, please do. Sorry for the sappy words. I will be back and I will be stronger, damnit.