I know how you all feel I lost my Cat Yesterday to Lymphoma of the Kidneys he was only 2 yrs old but he brought me and my family great joy in those 2 yrs he was quite the entertainer right up until the end luckily he suffered very little he got sick on Monday and the vet put him outh of his suffering yeterday He will be greatly missed I never thought I would be that crazy about a Cat I have always been a dog person sorry for the rambling just letting you know I too feel your pain