I wish not to leave because I feel I can learn alot here.
you don't HAVE to leave, you just need to change your goddamn attitude, saying stupid shit like ....

I will be here to defend myself if I need to. I sit in front of a computer all day for work so its no skin off my back. But I will not apoligize. I did nothing wrong.
.... is not going to help you here. you have 2 options, swallow your pride and apologize or just get outta here. you are letting your pride get in the way of something that you want to do... something's gotta give, make the decision