I'm sorry for your loss. I usually reach for a Padron '26 or '64 when I want the best.

I would be careful about smoking around other people during this time, especially family/friend gatherings. I would avoid smoking around anyone that normally thinks your hobby is annoying or gross. People can be weird, and you don't want to offend others by smoking a cigar at a time when they might think it's inappropriate. We understand where you're coming from, but most non-smokers attribute smoking a cigar to celebrating something. Just something to think about.....again, sorry for your loss.