Feeling cheated

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I'm almost 21 and I just started smoking cigars. The same thing happens to me when I go into my local shop. All of the guys who work there are a bit older so I always get the look, its quite intimidating. I feel so embarrassed I've been getting my stuff from a convenience store with a humidor, though there isn't nearly the selection nor the knowledge.

convenience store cigars should be motivation enough to march back up in your B&M no matter how embarrassing... see my previous comment. Trust me, I was in your exact shoes just over a year and a half ago. Try taking a friend with you to the B&M so it won't get to you as much.