Oh I admit that I made great mistakes. I lost my temper and said things I regretted. That happens to be one of my downfalls, Bill. Difference is, when I blow off and blast someone unreasonably, I do feel bad about it. I do feel regret. Unlike others who will NEVER admit when they are wrong. That is the reason I asked Zac to remove me as Mod. I told him when he asked me to do it that I was not qualified. I hated it, but he set rules and we had to fallow them. Granted I acted unprofessional on several occasions, but I was still doing what he expected of me, wrong or right. And for the record, it was mostly wrong. I didn't want the job, but I accepted it with reservations. I resigned from it because what I most feared happened, I lost my temper. That place was doomed from the start, just by the way it got started. But the heavy handed moderating certainly was a BIG factor in the demise. You are most correct about that.

But please believe me when I tell you that I did nothing there out of a personal vendetta. I really don't care what any of those guys did to me, real or imagined. And we both know that my imagination sees conspiracy where none exists, another flaw I carry with less than pride. And as Hoke as it sounds, I really just want to get along with you and all the others. I hope you see that. And I am truly sorry for anything I did that you feel was wrongdoing.